| Why do the facts play over and over? Why do the fears return as if it was
today they played upon that office wall?
Why do the emotions seem on edge and raw? Why do the pictures that pop
in my head turn inward and I cannot stop them anymore?
Why can't it all end? Why does it go on and on - didn't I get hurt
enough the first time?
I pray - I feel lost I cry - I feel bad I plead - I feel alone.
But the pain drowns the attempts The fear overwhelms them and it all
lays in ruins.
I must not be able to withstand or weather anymore storms and then not
be able to move.
How do I find the way? It is dark once more and I am afraid once again.
Bonnie Hall © 2001 |
